Sunday, March 22, 2020

LETTER TO MYSELF - 22/03/2020

first of all i'm so sorry i haven't been looking after you these past few months. i know life has been hard on you and i've been diverting my attention even though i know you needed me most. i'm sorry i never even gave you a chance to heal when i know you needed it most. i'm sorry i forced you to keep going even though i know you couldn't take it anymore. i'm sorry i made you put on an act for everyone even when you felt like you were falling apart. i'm sorry for all the times you had to cry yourself to sleep with your hands trembling. i'm sorry you gave your everything and didn't receive anything back. i'm sorry i made you think you weren't enough. i'm so sorry.

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